I've been diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder, and I'm just coming to terms with it all.. Things are getting better, I'm doing great.. and I'm just focusing on getting into school and fixing the problems I have (should be easier then beating a severe drug addiction haha)
Anyway, I want to talk about "legal" online drugs..
I used to buy prescription and non-prescription drugs online with ease.... with a credit card and a little research it doesn't take much to get what you need in 4-5 days.
I was wondering how long it would take me to find a legitimate site to order drugs from...
In 15 minutes I found ways to buy ketamine, "bath salts" vicodin and research chemicals...
The DEA does shut down a lot of these sites, but the second they do a new one pops up..
To me that's disgusting, and weird people can keep getting away with this...
Also, most of the online pharmacies end up sending you a bad product that can be contaminated (and usually is) with dangerous chemicals and even poisons... Some Viagra,Cialis and "Vicodin" bought and tested contained banned chemicals for use in the production of medication or food... Drugs that are carcinogenic and are honestly pure poison.. if you do a quick google search you can read horror stories for yourselves.. even cancer drugs are being sold online... in the states they're so expensive some people are desperate and order them thinking they can save some money... Check to make sure these sites are FDA approved.
Most people aren't taking these as directed... which might not harm you too bad, these people are abusing these medications and taking a handful each time... The liver damage and irreversible effects from this can be life threatening.
Then they find ways around these laws... and they're "legally" allowed to sell these chemicals..
They're just a Precursor(in the form of chemistry)
- a compound that participates in the chemical reaction that produces another compound
So Ketamine HCL is illegal to sell, buy or possess...
but 2-MEO-Ketamine isn't illegal either is " N-Ethyl-Ketamine"... and feels the exact same... The problem is this isn't pharmacy quality, who knows what the hell are in these?
Another I found a few days ago were "Diazapam Tablets"... But they contained no diazapam at all, instead it contained Seconal.. or "secobarbital" which is a barbiturate.. These aren't even close to being "as safe" as "diazapam" or other barbituates.. that's why you NEVER hear of them being prescribed anymore.. They're not as safe as drugs like Ativan,Valium, xanax, klonopin..etc.. .. It's much easier to Overdose on barbituates then it is benzodiazepines..
Now there's another legal drug named Etizolam.. Which is structurally related to benzodiazepines listed above.. Ativan=LorazaPAM, Valium=DiazaPAM, Xanax= Alprazolam..
The only difference is that the Etizolam molecule differs from a benzodiazepine in that the benzene ring has been replaced by a Thiophene ring.. 1mg of this drug is said to be equal to 10mg's of Valium..
The fact I could buy this right this second online scares me... You don't know what's in these drugs... People write "reviews" on these products... but do you really think they're going to post the horrific reviews on these drugs? of course not... 90% of them are most likely written by the company themselves..
Now I believe in harm reduction... If you have problems with anxiety/insomnia see your doctor or mental health.. get a legal prescription and know what you're getting..
I'm not posting any of these sites, and they are actually hard to find in a way unless you know what you're looking for... but I could when I was 16 and I used to all the time..
Use care and caution, and please don't worry about me.. I'm doing great, and always will.
Questions or comments? Email me @ neilcalder1@gmail.com
Even if you just need someone to talk to.
Take care guys, and keep checking back, I'm going to be posting a lot more.
-Neil J. C.
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